You Don't Really Know Me Very Well

I know the verdict is no matter what you say, at the end of the day it's still on how I perceive myself. But can I just say something? How I wish I just could let it all pass but in one way or another, I'd love that at times you also shut up your mouth.Cos sincerely speaking, you don't have the right to assess my whole personality just because you've seen a tiny portion of myself.Yes, to some aspects you may be deemed right. But geez! I dint even ask for your opinions and rationalizations. So insensitive of you actually. The more I'm exposed to you guys, the more I find my true friends of great value. Still, THANK YOU! :-)

I Give To You My Sincerest Applause

People take in much delight
Not knowing the consequences of their actions
Only to realize they are already putting up a fight
With their make believe judgments and conclusions.

Why is it some people are like that?
Then I answered myself
Maybe because if the world's filled with responsible people
It would be nothing but so flat.

Somehow, somewhere
Random thoughts keep on rushing and playing in my mind
As what my father told me,
"Each kind of people exists to test our existence and it's your choice if you'll persist or resist."

Merely realizing the fact that the good ones are always misunderstood
It always made me look up to Jesus
His struggle was more than mine
And that I should be reminded that in the end it will always be fine.

Yes, I keep on convincing myself
The best is yet to come
This pain won't last.
All things are temporary.
Waves will calm
Peace will reign
And when the time for healing has finally arrived
I'm gonna give them my sincerest applause
For without them, 
I would not have made it this far.

WARMTH's Fellowship OVERLOAD!

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Ready for take off to Simala Shrine!

At McDo Punta Prinsesa. 

Ooops! Something happened. One tire slipped away while we were fetching Kuya Sho. Oh no!!!

A midst the delay, we were still able to pose! Smile ladies!

At Naga.

Look at that! We are way too positive! \m/

A pose while waiting for the new transpo to fetch us.

Hungry people! One hour has passed, still waiting. But it's okay. If we have lotssss of food! :D

Finally, we made it to Carcar! Stopped and fetch Aynd. :)

We had lunch at Mang Inasal. Nomnomnom. 

Nourished souls.

Group pose! Finally we are ready for the shrine! even though it is super hot, we still managed to smile. :)

Finally, reached our destination. Behave individuals in the house. You know whyyyyy.

We offered our individual prayers.

*notice something in this picture?*

Kuya Sho and Ate April prayed ardently to Mama Mary. :)

Stairway to Mama Mary. :)

A pic with Mama Mary's Grotto. :)

Wishing well. Well, well, well.

And last stop, Theotokos Shrine at Perrelos, Carcar.

Thank you so much, Warmth Family! 

It was indeed a suuuuper blessed day with my warmth family. I really missed our bonding and I was so grateful I was able to join in their fellowship. No words can fully describe this day. But sum it all up, it was a day of blessing-thanksgiving-friendship-bonding! ♥

Changes in Time

-Frances Carmille Alpuerto-

Times flies so swiftly

As I was gazing in the lone skies

I wish you were here physically with me.

Lots of thoughts came to my mind

They have been dancing there from time to time.

I have been feeling lonely and blue

The moment I think about you

I hope I can get it through.

Oh why?

You were the first one to thrill me like no one else can

Yet you were also the one who can make me a super depressed lass.

I guess I don't deserve this kind of treatment

A lot of guys like me yet I keep on resisting.

Sometimes, I just can't understand you.

You get so jealous out of the blue.

Is it really me or is it about you? 

I would rather know the truth than keep on guessing

This game is pretty tiring.

Now please tell me honestly

What do you really want from me?

I could have guessed about it somehow

I just don't have the nerves to let them all out.

I might get tired one day

And you might lose me in the simplest way.

With Love, Milk Tea

Sitting all alone with my milk tea

Feeling like there's no tomorrow

I wanna feel your presence

To delight me in my loneliness.

Time passes by so slow

I wish I could freeze it somehow

I am not used to being so lonely

That is why I need you so badly.

Oh babe, I have been munching here like the world's gonna end

Still waiting for your real presence

Why are you so far to me in the first place?

Being next to you is all I ever wanted.

The way you stare at me

The way you hug me

The way you kiss me

The way you hold my hand

You always thrill me like no one can.

Oh when will I ever see you again my prince?

I miss you and that's what my heart says.

I am now becoming poetic

All these reigning feelings I can't contain

It feels like I would burst if I will not release them

Somehow, I do hope you also feel the same.

I love you and your past.

I am willing to fight until we both will last

Love is not a sprint but rather than a marathon

Therefore we must continuously nurture it with love, patience, trust and understanding.

I love you and your present.

Oh how I love to see you enjoying the kind of life you are living.

Letting me enter into your life is such a big thing

I would like to cherish everything.

I love you and your future.

You always tease me about marriage and stuff

And you know that it makes me awkward.

Yet you always assure me of the future

That your mind has been set that it will be forever you and me.

Now, I take the last sip of my milk tea

Thoughts of you still entertain my brain

I can truly picture out if you were here with me

Making happy memories effortlessly. 

People Being Unfair

Applying what I have learned in Com 101. :D

I grew up hearing people say, "The world will never be fair" and unconsciously, I have attracted the idea in my mind. My childhood memories reminded me that, yes, the thought is actually true. However, I had a sudden shift in my beliefs due to my experiences in life.

When you don't like a certain attitude of a person, what would you do? If a friend has offended you, would you frankly tell her/him or, spread the deed to others? I have been a victim of false reports, issues, made up stories (name them all) and, the good news is, until now. Those past experiences I had moved me to change, to use and think of other tactics in dealing with them. Plus, I am also grateful that I have studied Communication 101 when I was still a Mass Comm student. The lessons were practical and applicable in real life scenarios. 

Now let's get in touch to the real matter. Ever wonder why am I talking about fairness here? If in case, your guess is that I was/am a victim of injustice, you are absolutely right. I believe that is undeniably unfair for a person not to know when someone that person is treating well is actually spreading evils about him/her. I personally think, if you have a problem with a friend, you must confront him/her before anything else. I adhere to the belief that, if it's not about you, then you don't have the right to spread the issue. 

Remember, a simple misunderstanding could ruin everything just because you chose to actually destroy the image of the person to others instead of letting him/her explain his/her side and ask for your apology. Remember, words have the power to bring someone down. Remember, when you truly care for a friend, a single mistake won't make you hate him/her right away. Remember, words can only be forgiven but can never be forgotten.

And I was reminded by Sir Paulo Coelho, "Never explain your side to people. They only love to hear what they want to hear" and "If everyone likes you, there must be something wrong."

Oh Barili :3

Barili was great and fun with Dianne, Ingrid and with my Babe! :*

Sweets after we dined at Foodtrip. We visited Dianne's crib and we were offered with lots of sweets. Srsly, I couldn't even finish eating my salad. :o

 The owner of ze house! Thanks Dianne for the frank chikas, food and videoke trip! :>

The tour guide when we went to Tilapia Fishing Spot. Caught one fish. So sad. :(

And tadaaaa! Le babe of mine. Hahaha. No more description available. :*

GROUP PHOTO! SMILE :)

Thanks for the day babe! Till next time. Hope you'll finally meet my whole family. SOON! 

I love you! :*

01.02.13

My Father Eagle

She considered herself like an eagle

Always soaring up high albeit the storm

She knows when is the perfect timing to wiggle

Reminding herself to stay calm and relaxed in any form.

Just like an eagle so mighty,

She takes the risks and go forth her dreams

Circumstances may come along her way,

She never loses hope for her heart is set aflame.

But what would she do

If one day she finds out everything turned out blue?

Her hopes went down.

Her aspirations were crushed.

Her motivations vanished.

She broke her wings

And fell mercilessly in the ground.

She felt so hopeless

And all she could do is shed out her tears heavily.

It was the most painful thing that happened to her journey

The people who once gave her strength and inspiration 

Were also the ones who doubted her and turned her down.

Yet, her Father eagle stood by her side despite it all.

He was cheering her up reminding her the battle isn't over yet.

He picked her up and gave her enough strength to carry on

And now she is ever stronger and fearless to make it through.

When Love Overtakes Friendship

We were once so close

Just like we were being glued.

Always there for each other,

When one needs a sister.

You always consult me with your problems,

And I always say something to your matters.

You do your best to be a good companion

While I also show my sweetest appreciation.

Yes, we were once that kind,

A friendship that is so hard to find

And time may keep us apart,

No one can take away the memories in our hearts.

My dear friend, I have loved you for so long

Our friendship makes me strong.

When I am down and weary,

I know I got somebody,

When people throw me like a trash,

I got you with just a flash.

When I have a new buddy,

You always remind me that you are somebody.

Oh how time passes us by so quickl

yWe were once young and crazy!

But now, we are certified ladies!

Dear friend, am I truly deserving of your treatment?

Since then, I was thinking endlessly how to cure this ailment.

I forgot that I was also broken hearted

Just to mend your heart and keep you comforted.

I sacrificed my time for you,

Just to keep you out of the blue.

If you didn't need my presence in the first place,

I should haven't engaged myself in such race.

But let me remind you one thing,

In this course of life,

I have learned one thing:

"At the end of your life, you are a victim of the choices you've made."

I didn't let our friendship go to waste,

But you just threw it in haste.

I didn't want to see you crying,

But you made me feel like I am dying.

I tried to call your attention,

But you didn't bother my intentions.

All I want is to be there for you,

Just like what a true friend should do.

But if you don't love me anymore,

Then I'd rather not care forevermore!

Love and friendship

What is really the best choice?

Friend, before you met your lover,

You said friends forever!

I didn't let you choose between love and friendship

It's like who you should save when you're in a sinking ship,

Because in the first place, it's sad and true

YOU'LL CHOOSE HIM WITHOUT ANY FURTHER ADO!

God Wanted Me to Serve

God Wanted Me to Serve

-Frances Carmille Alpuerto-

A once active girl in the ministry lost the burning light of serving the Lord when she was discouraged by their Parish Priest but regained the burning passion to serve because of Kergyma Conference 2010.

Serving in any religious community has been a common thing for me. I grew up seeing my parents very active in different Church related activities. At a young age, I was exposed to Catechesis, Kids Ministry and Chiro Youth Movement. Way back then, I thought being a part of an organization is enough. I was contented by just being a plain member but when the elder leaders left, I have felt the call to serve and lead the Youth Ministry in our town.

I began serving and shepherding the young ones and eventually found happiness in what I am doing. It was almost perfect not until our parish priest was reassigned to another town. I cried every night and I could not buy the idea that he will leave us. He was very supportive to our needs, very active in engaging our activities and very youthful. My hopes crashed and my passion to serve went down to the lowest level.  I just can’t go on without the ever supportive priest we once had. I could not accept the change that is about to come. And so, I did what the quitters most do, I gave up in serving the Lord.

My first year in college came and I felt restless. “Something is lacking in me,” an inner voice inside is telling me. I don’t know where and when to search for the missing puzzle in my life. I had many friends, I got good grades, I was mentored by good people and yet, the happiness I feel won’t last. Sad to say, I settled for a happiness that is just temporary. And so, I told myself, “This time, I won’t dare to give up in my quest for a happiness that is ever lasting.” God eventually heard my longing, upon going home, I saw a poster in our bulletin board and it talks about the Kerygma Conference 2010. Without any further ado, I saved the contact numbers and reserved my ticket. I have felt God’s presence at that time and was really thankful for tapping my shoulder.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I was able to hug my favorite preacher, Bro. Bo Sanchez.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I was restored by Jesus.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I was able to live a new and happy life.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I was able to recognize the presence of God in my life.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I am now attending Feast Cebu.

Because of Kerygma Conference 2010, I found the joy of serving God again.

Truly, God has indeed ways of rekindling our hearts to serve and be with Him again. Now, I am in a journey of preserving the burning fire, the passion to serve, the everlasting happiness and a stronger faith in God. To God be the glory! J

Niabot Ka Sa Panahon Nga AKo Wala Nagpa-abot

Niabot Ka sa Panahon nga AKo Wala Nagpa-abot

-Balak ni Frances Carmille Alpuerto-

Kinsa man ang nagdahum

Nga ikaw akong ika-kita

Nga ikaw akong mahigala

Nga ikaw akong mahigugma

Tinuod ba gayud diay ang ilang gina-ingon

Nga ang kalibutan pirte rang gamaya?

Buot ko nga ikaw masayod,

Dako ako ug pasalamat sa Labaw sa Tanan

Nga sa kadaghang tawo niining kalibutan,

Ikaw ug ako nagkahimamat,

Ikaw ug ako nagkahigugmaay.

Karun, kung ako mag-inusara

Dili ko gayud malikayan

Nga mo-dalikyat ug pahiyom ug

Napamatud-an ko na gayud

Nga ang kalibutan pirte rajung gamaya.

Ang Dalan sa Kahayag

Ang Dalan sa Kahayag

-Balak ni Frances Carmille Alpuerto-

Sa paglakaw nato niining panaw sa kinabuhi,

Daghan tang mga dalan na maagian.

Mga nagka lain-laing tawo aton ika-saksi,

Mga nagka lain-laing panghitabo atong masulayan.

Usahay sa atong paglakaw,

Kita mahidagma.

Usahay sa atong paglahutay,

Kita mawad-an sa paglaum.

Usahay sa atong pagpanginabuhi,

Kita mo dili sa mga pagsulay sa kinabuhi.

Huna-hunaa O, higala ko

Sa atong dagan sa kinabuhi,

Lumalabay ra kitang tanan.

Busa buhata ang tanang maayo

Para ikaw dili magmahay sa uwahi

Ug subay sa kanunay sa dalan sa kahayag,

Ang dalan na magtudlo natu sa kalampusan.

Thanksgiving Prayer

Thanksgiving Prayer

-Frances Carmille Alpuerto-

Lord, on this day, grant us the humility to recognize all the gifts you have given to us and to acknowledge all the reasons we have to be grateful in our lives. It is so easy to let daily trials and tribulations convince us that we have little for which to give thanks but nothing could be farther than the truth. 2011 was indeed a year of a perfect combination of trials, test of faith, unending blessings and miracles.

Almighty God, thank you for the gift of life. Often, we take our existence for granted and don’t see it for the miracle it is. As millions of Filipinos face poverty and our nation seems to be more selfish, thank you for those who care in our lives and for the generosity of strangers towards those in need. 

Oh Comforter, we know it is difficult to be thankful with tragedy and economic storms battering our country, but we refuse to give in, to become callous and to lose faith. With the knowledge, we know that we can make this a more bountiful land again. Also Loving Father, we thank you for the presence of one another. May 2012 be a year for us of more blessings, new relationships and stronger faith in You. All of these we ask and give thanks in Jesus name. AMEN.