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Queen City of the South, Region VII, Philippines
Frances is an aspiring writer, a lover of life, a Social Worker, takes in delight in life's experiences, a Bipolar Warrior, a loving daughter, a thoughtful sister, a caring friend, a sweet lover and a princess of Christ.
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8/31/2013

Love In My Own Sense

Love can happen to anyone. It can be felt at an unexpected time.  To some, love is the driving force that keeps them going. To others, it simply gives them pain. But whatever’s their view of it, love being defined at the lowest and most understandable level will always stay the same ---it is the thing that makes almost all of us happy and complete.

To feel being loved by the person you loved according to many people is probably the greatest feeling one could experience. Who doesn't want to feel love anyway? Girl or boy, wants to feel that certain affection.  But seriously, why? Maybe because love is part of our lives. We simply cannot ignore this wonderful feeling. I think that we are all created for love, to love, to feel love and to be loved simply because we are created out of love.  But sometimes, this tagged as the most wonderful feeling isn’t always the source of happiness all the time. Love has been associated with things like cutting,  suicidal,  hopelessness,  loneliness and etc.  It is not at all times  the source of our inspiration but rather of depression.  But I believe that love has been created in that way. You know why? In my own opinion,  cases are sometimes like that because love comes with a double purpose.  It has an equilibrium with its effects so that it will function well in one’s life.  Take for example, no matter how much you love each other, there will still be a point wherein you feel hurt and dismayed. You know very well that there is the presence of love but you are still feeling the pain. Now why? It’s because you still need to love more and you need to conquer the fear of getting hurt and broken.  It may be very sad to say,  but the only cure in getting hurt is to love again and again until we don’t feel any pain anymore.

No matter how you’re hurt, you have to remain hopeful that love will still find its way to you because love comes to those who remain hopeful despite everything . As what they say,  good things happen to those who wait.  But the question is,  are you willing to wait?


Unforeseen Ending

She didn't see it coming
She contemplated it would be all worth it
But it wasn't a happy ending
The least among the things she could merit.

When her friends knew, they all anticipated her to be strong
Believing that she could bear the pieces of loneliness
While trying to hide every inch of bad feeling
And compelling herself her heart would pass in the phase of darkness.

What could she have done to deserve such treatment?
Or perhaps, what happened to his words of promises?
Maybe it was out of his great excitement,
And that he thought his lies would be equated to small kisses.

Yes, all she yearns for is an explanation
A simple talk that is very basic in a relationship
That no matter what she would be hearing,
Would rather come from a man as valiant as the captain of a ship. 

That alone he cannot do,
Where are your words mister?
Hopes went down
She calls you now world grinder.

Move on, that is what is left for her,
She wouldn't be like this without your sweet candor, my dear
And now you don't even bother,
That she has finally decided  to surrender. 

"Pain should make you a better person, not a bitter person."

3/13/2013

Changes in Time



-Frances Carmille Alpuerto-


Times flies so swiftly
As I was gazing in the lone skies
I wish you were here physically with me.
Lots of thoughts came to my mind
They have been dancing there from time to time.

I have been feeling lonely and blue
The moment I think about you
I hope I can get it through.

Oh why?
You were the first one to thrill me like no one else can
Yet you were also the one who can make me a super depressed lass.
I guess I don't deserve this kind of treatment
A lot of guys like me yet I keep on resisting.

Sometimes, I just can't understand you.
You get so jealous out of the blue.
Is it really me or is it about you? 
I would rather know the truth than keep on guessing
This game is pretty tiring.

Now please tell me honestly
What do you really want from me?
I could have guessed about it somehow
I just don't have the nerves to let them all out.
I might get tired one day
And you might lose me in the simplest way.

1/11/2013

I Chose My Sister Than My Lover

She held his hand so tight and they both cried. The pang of pain reigning in their hearts is too much to bear. They both know it is both for their own good and that they have to sacrifice.

"Feona, please do always take good care of yourself. We can make this through. You will always be someone dear to me."

"But Carlo, I just can't let you go like this. It's too much. You are someone worth keeping."

"Shhhh. Feona. I know that. We've talk about that a while ago."

Carlo then gave Feona the tightest hug in the world a guy can give and kissed her in the forehead. He knew someday, their paths will cross again. He knew that they deserve far better than the situation they have right now.

Two years ago, Feona's family moved in a small town named Lilaville. There she met an active, bubbly, friendly guy named Carlo. Carlo was very warm to hear. At that time, they were still in their high school years. Feona in her junior year while Carlo is on his senior year. They both enjoyed each other's company not until..

"Feona, I have something to confess to you. Please don't tell anyone about this especially to the guy. Promise?", Shaira, her younger sister of one year whispered to her.

"Hush. I won't. Ate promises. Okay?" She replied.

"Ate, I really like Carlo. He makes me happy and everytime I see him smile, my heart leaps with joy!" Shaira shared with excitement.

Feona didn't know how to react. She knows the very fact that Carlo is attracted to her and is already planning of courting her but her little sister, her concern is she will first experience her heart being broken.

"Shaira, you are still very young for that. Focus on your studies first."

"But Ate, Carlo is my dream guy. He makes me happy without him knowing it."

"Shai, please listen to me. It's now time to sleep and stop thinking about Carlo now, okay?"

Feona was very bothered that night. The thought made her super sad most especially the concern is towards her little sister.

Weeks later...

"Ate! Ate! Where are you? My head aches so bad!" Shaira exclaimed with great pain.

"Shai! I am coming. My goodness. Don't roll on the floor. Here, take my hand. We'll go to the hospital."

They head to the nearest community hospital and Carlo was there to assist them. Both parents were in US and the ones left with them are their relatives which are on vacation.

"Shaira, we will wait for the diagnosis. We will not leave you, okay? Feel better." Carlo stroked her hair and assured her. Shaira painted a little smile in her face upon gazing his presence. Feona knows that Carlo alone would make Shaira feel better and she is happy about it.

"Miss Feona Lopez, I need to talk to you and discuss important matters. Go with me outside." The doctor commanded her to follow her outside the room for instructions.

"Miss Lopez, I am afraid to say that your sister has a brain cancer. It is now on malignant stage. We cannot cater the needs of her sickness, she needs to be brought to the US. We have contacted your parents already and they feel so sorry. They are now processing your trip to US for medical treatment and probably, you might live there. So here, your mother gave me this number. Call her ASAP."

Feona was dead shocked by what she has just heard. She couldn't believe each word the doctor is saying. She felt as if the happenings were way too fast and she could not grasp the idea of living forever in US. She wants to cry yet she has to remain strong for Shaira. She feels sorry for their situation.

"Shaira, Mom gave this number to the doctor. We have to call her. And Shai, don't be shocked. We will be leaving for US ASAP. The hospital in our country cannot cater your needs. We need to seek the doctors help in the US. Stay strong Shai. I love you!"

Feona hugged her sister so tight and kissed her left hand. She doesn't know how to act okay in front of her and most especially to Carlo. He was very disappointed and sad. He was shocked and his eyes were melancholic.

After one week, they finally had their tickets for US..

"Carlo, please let us not make this hard. I love you but I love my sister more."

"But Feona, she will understand. She knows right from the start I just treat her like a little sister."

What they didn't know is that Shaira was behind them watching them cry and expressing each other's sentiments. Shaira was crying deeply inside that to the point that she could no longer contain it and suddenly, her head ached again, she fainted and collapsed.

"Shaaaaaaira! Oh Lord, please. I am so sorry. Carlo, help me. She is bleeding!"

Carlo then called the ambulance and brought Shaira to the hospital. She was bleeding massively and is also emotionally drained. The doctor said her condition is getting ill. She needs to feel being loved and taken cared of by that one person she adores in order for her to have strength and the answer for that is---Carlo.

"Feona, I just can't do it. It's way too hard to fake my feelings. I love you so much Shaira and I will marry you."

"Carlo, I know this is very painful but this will prolong my sister's life. Help me please. I am begging you."

One week after, the three of them went to US. After two weeks, Shaira and Carlo got married. Shaira's condition got better and better and Feona was happy about it but deep inside very sad. Every night, she cries herself out and asks God why He didn't give Carlo for him. Not until one day...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

1/08/2013

Oh Barili :3

Barili was great and fun with Dianne, Ingrid and with my Babe! :*


Sweets after we dined at Foodtrip. We visited Dianne's crib and we were offered with lots of sweets. Srsly, I couldn't even finish eating my salad. :o


 The owner of ze house! Thanks Dianne for the frank chikas, food and videoke trip! :>


The tour guide when we went to Tilapia Fishing Spot. Caught one fish. So sad. :(


And tadaaaa! Le babe of mine. Hahaha. No more description available. :*


GROUP PHOTO! SMILE :)


Thanks for the day babe! Till next time. Hope you'll finally meet my whole family. SOON! 
I love you! :*

01.02.13